Every now and then I sit on my front porch and I think. I really don’t have neighbors but once in awhile one will pass down the little dirt road and we exchange waves. Sitting on the front porch make me feel like I am a part of the town. Like I have staked my claim on the land and I am showing it off.
It is hard for me to sit on my back deck. To me at times it is scary which is totally absurd. The back of my deck faces the woods and sometimes it scares me. What do I do if a bear comes out, or something else. Well, the answer is easy, I turn around and walk into the house. It is just that back there I feel isolated from everyone. I don’t even grill out there anymore.
I need to get over that. Its so pretty out there too. Yet I prefer to sit on my front porch and wave to the occasional neighbor that comes back. Now that I am starting a new year because today is my birthday I think my rules that I have places on myself without really knowing so are going to change. WOOOOOT I am happy I just said that. Now to go start my list of things that are going to change!!!!
All this from just sitting!
